Sunday, August 22, 2010

No title...

Well, I have been thinking alot lately about life in general. I do that from time to time... think :) Anyhoo, I think I tend to over analyze so many things. I think every decision through over and over until I talk myself out of doing so many things. When did I reach this point in my life where I have forgotten to live?? You know, survivors (of any kind, cancer, ship wrecks, whatever..) often talk about the things they thought about while they were going through whatever crisis it was they went through. I had a close call when I was younger, we won't go into that, but somewhere between then and now I seem to have lost perspective. Somewhere in that expanse of time I forgot what it was that I wanted to do here in this life. I have found a great love that fulfills me. I have alot of material things, probably not as much as most, but just some nice things. I live in a decent place and my family life is... okay. In spite of all this, I still feel like I am missing something. Does anyone else feel this way? Sometimes I think that maybe there is some sort of work I am supposed to be doing, or just I don't know, I feel like something is amiss... I think that everyone has some sort of purpose in this life. I just wonder what mine is...

Monday, August 2, 2010

Music and me...

So, I have been listening to alot of music lately, the radio shows in the morning, on the way to work suck, suck, suck... so, I have been listening to some of my old cds. As I am driving to work a certain song will come on and I automatically remember some odd thing I was doing while listening to it way back when... you ever do that??? It is so funny how important music is in our lives. When you think about it you can link a song with just about every moment in your life, good or bad. I guess I was thinking of making a soundtrack to my life sort of thing, a cd of songs that I link to all the major events in my life. The funny thing about that is, the cd would be pretty dang short!!! Anyhow, back to my point, am I the only one who thinks this way?? Sorry for such a short, boring post but I am feeling quite tired, maybe that's why this doesn't make the best sense in the world either, lol... sorry...

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Am I just talking to myself...

I am still asking the question.... if I have no following, does that mean I am just talking to myself??? I started this blog for one reason, to write, not to necessarily get a million, or one, follower(s). I just wanted to kind of think out loud and if someone were to wander by and take a look, then so be it. I have a twitter account, I guess I did that for the same reason, just to kind of vent, or share a little, seems nobody has meandered by there either, lol.. guess that just means I am a completely boring person :) Oh well, once a dork, always a dork... I wasn't popular in high school either :)

Okay, so I leave this short post with one thought... am I talking to myself and if I am, does that make me crazy???